bones and skin

sometimes you find something so wonderful you can't get enough of it. it changes the world around you. colors become more vivid. everyday problems don't bother you. you are thrilled to wake up in the morning because you have found this one thing. you start thinking "hey, maybe there is a god." slowly over time however, your feelings towards this thing peak. you don't get butterflies thinking about it. it no longer brings you any joy. you are left with an empty heart. the spring leaves your step. you can't get out of bed in the morning. your world becomes a dull, grey, lonely place. well, i've been playing online risk for a week straight but today i just can't get into it. i've got a cold feeling in my gut. things may never be the same.